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Day 106: TOTAL CONFIRMED DEATHS 501,206 WORLDWIDE

She would have Her revenge. Though born in a purity of violent collisions, fire, and molten lava, She cooled to a majestic beauty and lived in peace for billions of years. But eventually, upright creations evolved on Her skin- at first a whisper of a tickle, hardly noticeable, a tiny itch in the night. But the creations became a virus, a cancer, splitting and mutating into different strains, coating Her skin from pole to pole. They brought fire, slaughter, and a scraping and re-sculpting of Her skin. It wasn’t too much at first to bother Her. She could take a change in Her look, and some of the virus wasn’t too damaging and even created things of beauty, adornments for Her exterior. It was when the virus began to bore into her pores, that She began to feel the extent of this violation. They cut, sliced, and injected metal rods into her delicate skin. They even created shocks that rattled Her dermis, creating shivers that even the virus felt and questioned. They dug into Her waters, th...
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Day 78: TOTAL CONFIRMED DEATHS 369,254 WORLDWIDE

The country was burning. Though the days of quarantine repeated endlessly like the same diary entry written over and over on an ancient palimpsest, now there was a real change, and it came in flames. The stones that laid the foundation of the country rested atop the blood and bones of the peoples who previously lived on the land and on the backs of stolen peoples forced to build the structures of this new great nation. Each injustice: whether it was the lash, noose, infested blanket, bullet, blade, or humiliation that was taken out on these people was now being repaid, with interest. The catalyst was yet another black man killed in broad daylight, live on video- a blue knee pressed deeply into his neck for almost 10 full minutes. The peace-keeper acted calmly and nonchalantly, like he had done this a million times, but this time he lit the flame on a wick that was hundreds of years old, and soaked in an accelerant that was just waiting for the right match. On top of the generations of ...

DAY 41: TOTAL CONFIRMED DEATHS 195,920 WORLDWIDE

She thought she had heard it all from the white, puckered lips of the Orange Leader. But this new utterance took the metaphorical cake, in one bite. He had suggested in the daily news briefing, that the virus could be killed in humans with disinfectant, or ultraviolet light injected into the body. He then tried to walk it back later by saying he was making a satirical remark. A joke. A funny. In a country where the death toll just surpassed fifty-thousand people. Hilarious. When he said those insane words, his aides furiously began texting each other, trying to figure out why he was saying this, and where he got the information from. There had been in a meeting in the Oval Office where people were discussing how the virus was indeed killed on surfaces with bleach, disinfectant, and ultraviolet light. And like a star “D” student with ADHD* this man with little attention to details and with no regard for factual information, twisted the few words from this briefing on how to kill the vir...

DAY 40: TOTAL CONFIRMED DEATHS 190,861 WORLDWIDE

He was running, on dirt and rocks, sweating profusely, in bare feet. Even in the pre-pandemic era she would have thought this insane, but now? With all the risk? It could live on surfaces for days, in the air for hours, and this guy was just jaunting around in his bare skin? Just when she thought it couldn’t get any weirder. His body was slick, as if he was fresh off a water slide, and she accidentally got a whiff of him, some earthy scent of manly deodorant (probably encased in a black plastic container with bold and stark lettering) floated up into her nostrils. She tried to cough it out. Most people were now wearing masks or at least a piece of cloth over their nose and mouths, even when exercising. Not Sweaty Man. The only article of clothing on him was a pair of small running shorts. Maybe he was trying to capture the feeling of freedom, of control, of euphoria by prancing straight ahead, wind whipping through his thin shorts, sand and rocks squishing up between his toes, beads of...

DAY 39: TOTAL CONFIRMED DEATHS 183,454 WORLDWIDE

She tried some banana bread rage-baking. She didn’t really have rage per se, but her bananas were blackened and she didn’t want them to go to waste. The previous rage-cleaning made it easier to cook, as she could actually see her counter-tops. She found she could move slowly. There was no rush now, no deadlines. Just this lingering time. Usually, she was a sloppy cook, but now she took the time to organize her ingredients and instruments before actually getting started. Who was she? She laughed. There was something magically about the smell of baking bread filling the house. Just just sat in the aroma. She wasn’t even hungry. Did they make candles with this scent? She wondered. As she sat there in her aromatic privilege, she thought about all the families that lost their income, who were on their last pennies, wondering what the next day would bring. There was news that small businesses hadn’t received the relief funds from the government, while big companies banked millions. Workers w...

DAY 38: TOTAL CONFIRMED DEATHS 177,445 WORLDWIDE

Fresh, ripe strawberries forced her to break the law. She had been mostly strict about the rules, the social distancing, the activities that were no longer allowed. But her best friend made a sneak-trip up to their favorite place: the strawberry fields. It was a magical place where one could pick ripe strawberries off the vine, purchase vats of not only strawberries, but strawberry jams and jellies, even T-shirts and other products with the farm’s logo on it. When they first went, a week before the outbreak became a daily headline, they had taken a hay-ride and indulged on strawberry confections like fresh milkshakes and strawberry angel food cake that were sold out of a small camper off to the side of the little market. Her friend swore she could, “smell the strawberries in the air.” She didn’t smell anything but dirt, but didn’t deny her friend the moment. They came home with a ridiculous amount of huge ripe berries, more than any one human could consume. Her friend LOVED strawberrie...

DAY 37: TOTAL CONFIRMED DEATHS 170,324 WORLDWIDE

She decided to dye her hair purple. Why not? She felt like getting messy. She hadn’t washed her hair and days so it was already damp with head grease. Why not throw in a little gooey dye? She had gloves, which previously were for things like dying one’s hair, but now those were a precious resource necessary for a simple trip to the store. She had to be frugal because it was now impossible to get one’s hands on any gloves, cleaner, and oddly, flour and sugar still. People were still rage baking. So she went for it, hands bare and naked. Her nails were already ruined with patches of silvery pink paint, and her cuticles were completely destroyed, torn, shredded from picking and housework. At first she used the appropriate black, stiff-bristled dying brush she purchased along with the dye. Neatly, she separated her hair into sections and smoothly brushed in the dye. But it was taking so long! She hadn’t realized her hair was also quite lengthy now as well. So many layers needed to be cover...